Anything But Lonely – Aspects of Love

JENNY

Do you remember the first time you fell in love?

Did it make you happy or sad?

Did you waste away and lie awake all night?

ALEX

Yes, I remember…

I cannot forget…

It’s haunted my life since then…

JENNY

“Pas de tendresse

Et pas de joie,

Loin d’ici,

Loin de toi.

Rien de plus triste 

Que mes soupirs,

Lorsque vient le jour

Où il me faut partir…”

ALEX

How do you know that?

JENNY

Mummy used to sing it to me.

That was her love song.

Her very first love song…

Love,

Love changes everything:

How you feel and

What you do…

What…

What would you say to me,

If I told you

I loved you…?

ALEX (with difficulty)

Then I’d have to say to you:

You are bright and sweet and foolish…

Yes, love,

Love changes everything,

But not always

For the best —

Love can sometimes

Be a most

Unwelcome guest…

JENNY

You don’t believe that.

You know you’re fooling yourself.

Why not be honest?

Alex,

Be honest…

GEORGE (to himself, as he types)

“…Beluga caviar…

My finest vintage champagne…

And then a night of dance…

My ashes to be scattered

Among the vines at sunset…”

ROSE
Oh, do stop planning your wake!

You’re bound to outlive us all!

GEORGE (with a twinkle)

“…My funeral oration to be written by Giulietta 

Trapani…”

Rose, we should talk —

I’ve got something on my mind.

It’s Jenny,

Jenny and Alex —

The whole thing’s unnatural

For a girl of her age…

ROSE

You needn’t be anxious:

He’s explained all this.

And she’s no longer a child.

It’s just that he’s younger

And you’re getting jealous.

Am I right?

Anyway, I’m filming in Paris,

And it’s her birthday —

We promised we would take her to the circus —

George, you know that I’m right.

GEORGE

Maybe you’re right…

Look, you’re free to keep your lover

And your noisy Paris clique.

A man who’s pushing eighty

Is not exactly chic…

But Jenny’s all I have now —

Don’t let him take her from me…

ROSE

My darling George, I love you!

How dramatic can you be!

GEORGE

You think that I’m dramatic?

Wait.

If we don’t take some action,

We’ll be too late…

CHORUS

Take the journey of a lifetime!

It’s only just a drum-roll away!

On the journey of a lifetime

Every day’s a high-wire day!

CHANTEUSE

If you’ve got what it takes,

The stars and streamers are yours!

Take a risk in the ring

And feel the thrill of applause!

If you reach

For the moon,

If you aim

For the sky,

Then the moon

And the sky

Can be yours —

Come on and try!

There’s a prize

To be won,

Take a risk,

Take a ride,

Right this way,

Have a go,

Try your luck —

And step inside!

If you reach

For the moon,

If you aim

For the sky,

Then the moon

And the sky

Can be yours —

Come on and try!

CHORUS

Take the journey of a lifetime!

It’s only just a drum-roll away!

On the journey of a lifetime

Every day’s a high-wire day!

CHANTEUSE

If you’ve got what it takes,

The stars and streamers are yours!

Take a risk in the ring

And win the thrill of applause!

If you reach

For the moon,

If you aim

For the sky,

Then the moon

And the sky

Can be yours —

Come on and try!

There’s a prize

To be won,

Take a risk,

Take a ride,

Right this way,

Have a go,

Try your luck —

And step inside!

GEORGE

I came to watch the circus

Not an overgrown child!

So either watch the circus

Or just leave us in peace!

ROSE

Don’t get moody.

You were young once.

Take no notice.

JENNY

We weren’t doing anything.  We were only talking.

ALEX

I’d better go.

I’ll come and see you later.

Enjoy the show…

JENNY

Why’s he leaving?

You made him go…

After all, I am fifteen…

ALEX

Love, and your

World can become

A madhouse.

Love and your

JENNY

Love

World can become

A circus.

Has turned my

World around.

Love turns around…

And my

World now turns round

Jenny, your

Alex…

Love is a 

Drug that I dare

Not take, a 

ROSE

Love should not

Drug to make me mad…

Be used as a weapon.

Why, Alex,

Why can’t you

Rose, I’d never

See it’s George you’re…?

Harm the girl…

ALEX, JENNY & ROSE

Breaking

And burning…

GEORGE

Love is a knife.

It’s a curse.

A cancer.

Breaking

To love is to

And bleeding…

Hate letting

Go…

In the name of

Jenny, I can

Love…

Never share your

Love…

ALEX, JENNY, ROSE & GEORGE

And I’m falling,

I am suddenly falling,

And my story

Is older than the stars…

ALEX, JENNY, & ROSE

GEORGE

Suddenly falling,

Suddenly falling,

I can feel myself falling…

I can feel myself falling…

Down into this

In this

Madhouse

Madhouse

Of love…

Of love…

ALEX

Come on, Jenny.

That’s enough now.

Jenny, even mermaids

Have to sleep.

JENNY

I am a mermaid 

With golden hair…

ALEX

Come on, Jenny.

Be a good girl.

JENNY (suddenly serious)

Alex, let me hold you…

There’s so much I want to say…

I want you here forever,

In my arms and in my life,

To belong to you entirely…

You know we’re not just cousins…

ALEX (getting up)

We are just cousins, Jenny,

And you’re fifteen years old.

JENNY (pulling him back)

It’s not as if I don’t know passion

From living in our house…

I’ve learnt that feelings can run deep…

ALEX

We’ll talk tomorrow —

Go to sleep.

Taking more…

Than I ought to take…

What are you doing?

Don’t even think it…

You have no right to feel this way,

And yet…

I love her, and I must not love her…

I wish to God we’d never met…

She ought to be

The last one I should think of…

GEORGE

I know he’s

Up there with her now…

ALEX

She ought to be

The last one I should love…

GEORGE

If he is,

My God, I’ll kill him…

ALEX

She ought to be

The last one I should care for…

GEORGE

I should have 

Stopped this long ago…

ALEX

The very last…

GEORGE

Selfish little cradle-snatcher…

Twisted, rotten, heartless monster…

Filthy, filthy callous bastard…

I was right…

He’s in there…

There he is…

He’s in there…

Jenny, my Jenny,

I can’t let him take you,

I…

ALEX

George…George…

ALEX

I was saying goodnight to Jenny,

When I heard a noise in the passage…

He must have fallen 

And had a heart attack.

HUGO (to ROSE who is bending down to attempt to revive GEORGE)

No, it’s hopeless…

ROSE

He was listening —

Jenny mustn’t know.

If she asks you,

Say he died while sitting by the fire —

Help me to move him in there.

GIULIETTA

George was an original man.

He did not want to change human life.

He rejoiced in the way we are made.

He did not look forward to heaven —

He was happy with the earth.

He loved and understood

The flesh, food, wine, love…

He lived for today, and firmly believed:

If death were given a voice,

That voice would scream through the sky:

Live while you may for I am coming…

So…

Hand me the wine and the dice,

I want my carnival now,

While I have thirst and lust for living!

So gather all you can reap,

Before you’re under the plow —

The hand of death is unforgiving!

Hand me the wine and the dice,

While there are grapes on the vine —

Life is a round of endless pleasures!

The end is always in sight,

But it tastes better with wine —

Why pour your life in tiny measures?

Hand me the wine and the dice,

The time is racing away —

There’s not a taste that’s not worth trying!

And if tomorrow it ends,

I won’t have wasted today —

I will have lived when I am dying!

ROSE

Dear friends and neighbors….  If what I am doing seems strange to you,
I must remind you that I am carrying out the wishes of my husband.
He made me promise to strew his ashes among the vines he loved.
He asked that everyone

should drink his wine, that there should be music and dancing…

ALEX

Why don’t you dance with me?

JENNY (turning away)

How can you think of dancing?

ALEX

George used to say: you can have more than one emotion at

the same time.
The one makes the other more acute and

then it cures it.

GIULIETTA & CHORUS

Hand me the wine and the dice,

While there are grapes on the vine —

Life is a round of endless pleasures!

The end is always in sight,

But it tastes better with wine —

Why pour your life in tiny measures?

Hand me the wine and the dice,

I want my carnival now,

While I have thirst and lust for living!

So gather all you can reap,

Before you’re under the plow —

The hand of death is unforgiving!

GIULIETTA

You must be the famous Alex!

ALEX

You must be Giulietta!

GIULIETTA

Tell me, are you still shooting women?

CHORUS

Hand me the wine and the dice!

ALEX

Rose never could keep a secret.

GIULIETTA

Rose and I hide nothing.

ALEX

I heard you got on well together…

GIULIETTA

Death says: live while you may, for I am coming!

Do you dance with women of your own age?

CHORUS

Hand me the wine and the dice,

The time is racing away —

There’s not a taste that’s not worth trying!

And if tomorrow it ends,

I won’t have wasted today —

I will have lived when I am dying!

Hand me the wine and the dice,

I want my carnival now,

While I have thirst and lust for living!

So gather all you can reap,

Before you’re under the plow —

Life is a round

Of flesh, food, wine, love…

ALEX (a little drunk)

Got the feeling George is watching us —

Only he could make a wake this joyous!

Let’s go back and try a tango!

GIULIETTA

Later.

Don’t you think a quiet stroll

Would be a little more inviting?

ALEX

Your idea sounds far more promising —

There’s a barn that George was fond of sketching.

Take my word:

You ought to see it…

HUGO

Don’t cry, Rose.

You’ll always have wonderful memories.

ROSE

Hugo, go away.

Leave me alone.

I mean it.

MARCEL

George would have been so proud of you!

The bravest thing you’ve done!

Tonight was a wonder!

You’re a wonder…

Rose, you mustn’t cry like this.

George would not have wanted that…

ROSE

Oh God, I miss him so…

MARCEL

Come on, show me a smile…

GIULIETTA

What was that?

ALEX (sitting up)

What?

GIULIETTA

There.

Listen.

ALEX (gets up and looks around)

There’s nothing there.  I suppose it must have been a rat.

GIULIETTA

So what do you propose to do, then?

Get married while she’s still at school?

Tell her now.

Don’t be cruel.

ALEX

There has to be a way to say it…

Common sense can be so cold…

GIULIETTA

Common sense

Says: be bold…

ALEX

Yes, it’s a crime to make her love me —

But surely, it’s just as bad to leave her…

And yet, that can be the only answer —

The whole damn thing’s got out of hand…

GIULIETTA

The only crime that I’m aware of

Would be to let our moment die —

Tell her now.

Tell her why.

“A memory of a happy moment,

That’s what this time will one day be” —

Tell her that.

Then you’re free.

ALEX

Will you still be here when I get back?

GIULIETTA

Yes.  But don’t be too long, Alex.  Don’t be too long.

ALEX

Jenny, this is just as hard for me…

What we feel is wrong…

Unnatural…

Our bodies must not rule our minds…

You’re much too young to understand your feelings…

Can’t you see?

This has to finish…

JENNY

All right, I heard you.

Now please be quiet.

This needs some thinking.

ALEX

When you’re older you will thank me…

Come on, Jenny…

Little mermaid…

JENNY

You say that it’s unnatural.

What exactly does that mean?

When you first met my mother

You were only seventeen.

The thing that is unnatural

Is to keep your feelings in.

And lying to yourself must

Be by far the greatest sin.

Oh yes, it’s all too easy

To pretend I don’t exist…

ALEX

Oh Jenny, can’t you see that

There are things we must resist?

JENNY

Look, I think I know the reason

You’re so keen for this to end —

I saw what you were doing

With your new Italian “friend”.

You’re the one who seems to

Let your body rule your mind.

If that’s what being grown-up means

Then please leave me behind.

ALEX

If my body really ruled me,

Then we both know all too well

You’d end up with a lover

Locked inside a prison cell…

JENNY

No one said that Romeo

Was a monster —

Why are you?

I’m as old as Juliet…

What…

What are you frightened of?

When you know…

You know you love me…

And love,

Love changes everything,

Turns the tide back,

Breaks the rules…

ALEX

Jenny, we’re behaving like a pair of fools…

JENNY

Are you going to marry her?

Giulietta…

Have you said?

Because…

If you don’t marry her…

Would you marry me instead…?

Why…

Why can’t you wait for me…?

Three years is not a lifetime…

ROSE (to JENNY, quietly)

Darling, I just need a moment…

I must have a word with Alex…

I hear you’re leaving us…

Our lives are changing yet again…

I came to say goodbye…

Good luck…

Come back and see us now and then…

Anything but lonely,

Anything but empty rooms.

There’s so much in life to share —

What’s the sense when no one else is there?

Anything but lonely,

Anything but only me.

Quiet years in too much space:

That’s the thing that’s hard to face,

And…

You have a right to go,

But you should also know

That I won’t be alone for long.

Long days with nothing said

Are not what lie ahead —

I’m sorry, but I’m not that strong…

Anything but lonely,

Anything but passing time.

Lonely’s what I’ll never be,

While there’s still some life in me,

And…

I’m still young, don’t forget.

It isn’t over yet —

So many hearts for me to thrill.

If you’re not here to say

How good I look each day,

I’ll have to find someone who will…

Anything but lonely,

Anything but empty rooms.

There’s so much in life to share —

What’s the sense when no one else is there…?

Just promise one thing…

ALEX

All right.

What is it?

ROSE

Don’t ask me questions…

You must promise first…

ALEX

I can’t.

I must know what it is.

ROSE

Don’t leave me!

GIULIETTA

It won’t be long

Before Jenny’s a woman.

What then?

“Hand me the wine and the dice”…

BOTH

Love will never,

Never let you

Be the same…

ALEX

Love will never,

Never let you

Be the same!

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